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Reflections on art, process, and the creative journey—intimate insights from the studio and the soul behind the canvas

On Memory and Materiality: The Language of Layered Paint

In my studio, each brushstroke is an act of remembering. As I build layers of pigment—ochre over terracotta, crimson bleeding into burnt umber—I'm not simply applying paint to canvas. I'm excavating memory itself, preserving moments in time like archaeological strata. The physical act of painting becomes a meditation on impermanence and preservation. How do we hold onto what's fleeting? How does color carry the weight of emotion across years? These are the questions that drive my process, where each layer whispers its story beneath the surface of the next...

February 28, 20255 min read

exhibitions

Preparing for Berlin: Between Light and Shadow

The north light in my studio has a particular quality at this hour—soft, diffused, almost liquid. It's this light I'm trying to capture as I prepare for the upcoming exhibition at Kunsthaus Berlin. The new body of work explores the liminal space between darkness and illumination, that moment at dawn when the world holds its breath. Working on these large-scale canvases (each measuring 180 x 240 cm), I find myself thinking about Rembrandt's use of chiaroscuro, how he carved light from darkness. But where he used it for drama, I seek something more contemplative—the quiet grace of transition, the beauty of the in-between...

February 15, 20258 min read

inspiration

The Influence of Rothko: On Color as Emotion

Standing before Rothko's 'Orange and Yellow' at the Guggenheim years ago changed everything for me. Not the composition—though that was revolutionary—but the way color itself became a vehicle for pure emotion. No narrative, no subject, just the overwhelming presence of hue and form. In my recent work, I've been exploring this idea: can a field of muted gold and sage communicate longing? Can terracotta and deep blue speak of resilience? Rothko proved that color transcends decoration; it becomes language. Where he worked with massive, immersive rectangles, I build through translucent layers, creating depth that suggests both time and feeling. The goal isn't to replicate his approach but to honor his revelation: that abstract art can be profoundly, devastatingly human...

January 30, 20256 min read

studio life

A Day in the Studio: Rituals and Rhythms

Morning light filters through the north-facing windows at exactly 7:43 AM—I've watched it shift with the seasons for fifteen years. This is when I feel most connected to the work, when the world is still quiet and the canvas seems to hum with possibility. My routine is almost monastic: strong coffee, Bengali breakfast radio playing softly, then three hours of pure creation before the day intrudes. I work standing, moving around the canvas in a kind of dance, sometimes stepping back ten feet to assess a single mark. There's music—Miles Davis, Ravi Shankar, sometimes silence. The smell of linseed oil and turpentine has become the scent of home. By noon, my hands are stained with ochre and crimson, evidence of the morning's conversation with color. People ask about inspiration, but the truth is simpler: it's the daily practice, the ritual of showing up, that makes the magic possible...

January 12, 20254 min read

process

Layering Time: Technical Notes on Building Transparent Depth

The technique I've developed over two decades is deceptively simple: thin, translucent layers of oil paint applied over weeks, sometimes months. Each layer must dry completely before the next—patience forced into practice. I use a mixture of stand oil and turpentine, creating glazes that catch light like stained glass. The magic happens in the accumulation: six layers of various umbers create a depth that one thick application never could. It's like memory itself—transparent moments stacked upon each other, each visible but transformed by those that came before. I learned this from studying the Flemish masters, their jewel-like surfaces built through methodical layering. But I've adapted it for abstraction, where the layers create not form but feeling, not representation but resonance. The palette knife, used sparingly, adds texture and interruption—a reminder that beauty isn't always smooth. This process mirrors how we experience time: not as linear progression but as accumulated presence, where the past remains visible beneath the surface of now...

December 20, 20247 min read

exhibitions

The Memory of Light: Reflections on Two Decades of Work

Walking through Bengal Gallery during the opening of my retrospective, I felt like I was meeting old friends—some familiar, some almost forgotten. Twenty years of work, from my early figurative experiments to the current abstract explorations, mapped across the white walls. Curator Arjun Mehta organized it chronologically, and you could see the evolution: the gradual dissolution of form, the deepening relationship with color, the increasing confidence in negative space. What struck me most was the continuity—despite the stylistic shifts, there's a persistent concern with light, memory, and the emotional resonance of color. The earliest painting, 'Rickshaw at Dusk' (2004), already shows that golden hour glow I'm still chasing. The latest, 'Accumulation VII' (2024), abstracts that light into pure sensation. A young collector asked if I planned the journey, this arc from representation to abstraction. I told him the truth: you don't plan evolution, you surrender to it. Each painting teaches you something, reveals a new question, pulls you forward. Looking back, I see not a career but a conversation—with materials, with light, with myself—that's still unfolding...

December 5, 202410 min read

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